24 Feb 2024
Anne
Westbrook
Full Moon
Mar 10th
Feb 9th
I Don’t Want
To Be A Casino
After I Don’t Want To Be A Spice Store
by Christian Wiman
I don’t want to be a casino.
I don’t want my rooms filled with slot machines
and black jack tables.
I don’t want to seduce grannies
to gamble away the grocery money
or to have my carpets reek of Lucky Strikes.
Casinos open too early and close
too late.
I want to be a bookshop where children find Magic Treehouses
and Pippi Longstocking, where their mothers
can sit and rest.
I want shelves crammed with books arranged
alphabetically by authors’ last names
or by topics like sorcery, history,
or art.
I hope to lure browsers with little white cards
naming ‘staff picks’ in neat print
or loopy script;
to welcome readers with deep armchairs
and the smell of coffee. Maybe a cat
will sleep in the window.
Let me be a place where your biggest risk
will be rolling the dice
on a writer you’ve never read –
maybe Frederik Backman,
J. R. R. Tolkien, or Anne Lamott.
To up the ante.
To ante up.
Behind the poem...
This poem was inspired by Christian Wiman’s poem, I Don’t Want To Be A Spice Store. Although not a gambler, I have twice visited Las Vegas, and both times found the artificiality of the place jarring. More disconcerting still is how it’s impossible to walk through the airport, any hotel lobby or restaurant without entering a casino. Whereas, by way of contrast, I’m always happy to step inside the welcoming atmosphere of a bookshop.